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    YiddishImma
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    Oct 25, 2019

    Ooh! Wine will do!!
    I down a chilled glass.
    The haze… The fog… The bubble!
    A salvation of 1st class!!

    And then another day,
    For salvation like that I wish!
    But the bubble fails to come,
    Although I drink like a fish…

    *       *       *

    It’s that song! Just that 1!
    I listen and feel understood.
    The utter sense of validation…
    It does my heart good…

    And then another day
    Same feeling, same song I pick
    It aint givin me that thing
    Doesnt do the trick…

    *       *       *

    I’ll be open. No need to hide.
    I share and I confide.
    The support is so in place
    I feel expanded, lifted, wide…

    Next time I feel down
    I talk, I share, I tell.
    I lean and fall right through
    Disappointment. Oh well…

    *       *       *

    It takes, till I get it straight.
    It sometimes takes doing it wrong.
    I would reach with full conviction
    Feeling smart and oh so strong!

    I would watch my hands run through
    what seemed solid turns to thin air
    Sureness switched to questions
    Swallow. Reassess. Become clear.

    Untill I connect to what I know
    In a level just one bit deeper
    It is ‘through’ this or that
    The channel is not the keeper

    When I act out of inspiration
    And I go where I feel a pull
    It’s my angels calling me there
    Thus the experience is full

    And when there is something I want
    I need not follow my mind
    Unless I feel drawn to it
    It’s a propelling of different kind

    It may take asking and intending
    Praying, hoping and believing
    Allowing, trusting, letting go…
    While being open to recieving

    Like last time, God you did it then!
    Ooh! It felt so complete!
    It was right in time n all..
    I’m ready! Come wash my feet!!

    It’s the feeling place that I match
    It’s the core of what I desire
    It’s a method, a technique, a skill,
    It serves me and takes me higher…

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    Chavy
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    Really nice poem!! I understand the feeling of emptiness and wanting to fill it up desperately. Though, I’m not sure I understand the last few paragraphs. Is that where you’re asking Hashem (gd) to help you?

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    YiddishImma
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    The short answer is yes.

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    Chavy
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    In response to YiddishImma's post #8353:

    Yes, I can very much relate to that! It’s a hard feeling to manage and work with. In fact, I’m feeling a little lonely now – which is why I’m on. I should really go off my phone and be with myself.. Anyways, I really hope you have continued success!!

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    YiddishImma
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    Amen! Thank you!

    Interested in what my starter tools were?

     

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    Chavy
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    In response to YiddishImma's post #8358:

    Yes!!

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    YiddishImma
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    Later though. I got busy. Hope to remeber. Hatzlucha till then! Sending you vibes of love and support. As cliche as it sounds your choices impact me… We are all in this together. Shevua tov!

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    Chavy
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    In response to YiddishImma's post #8361:

    Aww, thank you so much!! All back at you 🙂 Hatzlacha to you too 🙂

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